dani

when_dani_falls @ 2006-01-16T19:38:00

2006-01-17T00:39:46Z

i actually did my laundry!!!

my mom cannot open a trashbag... k yeah well the whole point to this entry isssss I DID MY LAUNDRY.

when_dani_falls @ 2006-01-16T18:54:00

2006-01-16T23:56:22Z

thefallofdani x (12:46:39 PM): happy birthday screamer
The Arkiatect (12:46:55 PM): thank you
The Arkiatect (12:47:03 PM): for showing up
thefallofdani x (12:47:21 PM): i had to see my boys, of course i showed up, i promised you i would.
The Arkiatect (12:47:40 PM): and yes you kept youre promise
The Arkiatect (12:47:45 PM): as usual
The Arkiatect (12:47:49 PM): oh
The Arkiatect (12:47:58 PM): i read youre comment
thefallofdani x (12:48:14 PM): eek.. -hides-
thefallofdani x (12:48:36 PM): i didnt actually plan to post it, i was gonna bluff it, but then kim made me tell you and and. yeah im gonna shut up now
The Arkiatect (12:48:48 PM): why
The Arkiatect (12:48:56 PM): i like where this is going
The Arkiatect (12:49:34 PM): never really expected such a lady such as youre self to like a party animal like me
thefallofdani x (12:49:56 PM): well my dear im just about as much of a aprty animal as yourself.
The Arkiatect (12:50:27 PM): reheheheheally
thefallofdani x (12:50:34 PM): party. even
thefallofdani x (12:50:42 PM): and thank you, kind sir, for dancing with me.
The Arkiatect (12:50:53 PM): no thank you
The Arkiatect (12:51:01 PM): my pleasure
thefallofdani x (12:51:04 PM): the pleasure was all mine.
The Arkiatect (12:51:48 PM): well i was the one behind you
The Arkiatect (12:51:59 PM): ;-)
thefallofdani x (12:52:02 PM): and in front of me as well.
thefallofdani x (12:52:06 PM): ;]
The Arkiatect (12:52:53 PM): so
The Arkiatect (12:53:06 PM): you kinda surprised me when you left
thefallofdani x (12:53:13 PM): my mom showed up.
thefallofdani x (12:53:15 PM): lol
The Arkiatect (12:53:21 PM): youre almost as good as me in dissapearing
thefallofdani x (12:53:28 PM): :-)
thefallofdani x (12:53:39 PM): so, do you find it awkward that i like you?
The Arkiatect (12:53:50 PM): well yes
The Arkiatect (12:54:21 PM): i dont have that many special people such as youre self likeing me very often
thefallofdani x (12:54:30 PM): i would hope not
thefallofdani x (12:54:35 PM): >.<
The Arkiatect (12:54:58 PM): you wanna keep me for youre self huh
The Arkiatect (12:55:02 PM): lol
thefallofdani x (12:55:22 PM): actually, suprisingly enough, yes.
The Arkiatect (12:55:47 PM): well im all yours
thefallofdani x (12:55:56 PM): haha, funny screamer.
thefallofdani x (12:56:28 PM): dont fuck with me like that. :|
The Arkiatect (12:56:54 PM): im a virgen i havent fucked with any one yet
The Arkiatect (12:56:59 PM): loo
The Arkiatect (12:57:02 PM): lol
The Arkiatect (12:57:05 PM): jp
thefallofdani x (12:57:11 PM): heh, yeah. ;] YET
The Arkiatect (12:57:28 PM): brb
The Arkiatect (12:57:39 PM): dont cry
thefallofdani x (12:58:09 PM): i wont
The Arkiatect (1:00:03 PM): im back but im folding cloths
thefallofdani x (1:00:13 PM): hah.. same ehre.
The Arkiatect (1:00:15 PM): dario is gonna talk with ya a bit
thefallofdani x (1:00:18 PM): here, even.
thefallofdani x (1:00:24 PM): yay@dario!
The Arkiatect (1:00:30 PM): ok
The Arkiatect (1:00:33 PM): hi
The Arkiatect (1:00:38 PM): soooooooooooo
The Arkiatect (1:00:50 PM): screamer and you and ...sex
thefallofdani x (1:00:59 PM): haha. no sex.
The Arkiatect (1:01:03 PM): yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
thefallofdani x (1:01:10 PM): because!!!
The Arkiatect (1:01:14 PM): becxause
The Arkiatect (1:01:17 PM): what
The Arkiatect (1:01:24 PM): because
thefallofdani x (1:01:30 PM): because i just realized that i really liked him yesterday!
The Arkiatect (1:01:56 PM): ohhhhh ok i get it it takes time
The Arkiatect (1:01:59 PM): lol
The Arkiatect (1:02:01 PM): im slow
thefallofdani x (1:02:14 PM): YEAH and i dont think he likes me
The Arkiatect (1:02:21 PM): dude
The Arkiatect (1:02:27 PM): he does
The Arkiatect (1:02:31 PM): he told me
The Arkiatect (1:02:38 PM): damn you
The Arkiatect (1:02:46 PM): :-D
thefallofdani x (1:02:49 PM): when did he say such a thing?
The Arkiatect (1:03:18 PM): umm last night in bed;-)
thefallofdani x (1:03:42 PM): hah, funny.
The Arkiatect (1:03:57 PM): no but he told me last night
The Arkiatect (1:04:04 PM): not in bed
The Arkiatect (1:04:11 PM): im not gay
thefallofdani x (1:04:23 PM): after i left?
The Arkiatect (1:04:37 PM): yes mamm
The Arkiatect (1:04:49 PM): he was like damn i like her
thefallofdani x (1:05:34 PM): why damn? am i that bad? ack, he likes me.. yay! i didnt say yay i said hey and hay hay is for horses, and horses... they drink water, oh cool, i drink water too.
The Arkiatect (1:06:10 PM): get a life
The Arkiatect (1:06:16 PM): j/k
The Arkiatect (1:06:33 PM): we r still parting
thefallofdani x (1:06:35 PM): PFFT die.
thefallofdani x (1:07:00 PM): me and stephanie are going to throw a huge party next next saturday.
The Arkiatect (1:07:44 PM): r me chris leo invited
thefallofdani x (1:07:56 PM): if you wanna be!
The Arkiatect (1:08:19 PM): i better
thefallofdani x (1:08:31 PM): will you actually show up?
The Arkiatect (1:08:41 PM): umm yeah
The Arkiatect (1:09:13 PM): so wheres chris gonna be durring the party in the room with you
The Arkiatect (1:09:19 PM): lokl
The Arkiatect (1:09:22 PM): lol
thefallofdani x (1:09:45 PM): HAH hah once again, very funny.
The Arkiatect (1:09:59 PM): thank you
The Arkiatect (1:10:07 PM): come again
The Arkiatect (1:10:53 PM): hi
The Arkiatect (1:11:04 PM): my name is dario
The Arkiatect (1:11:17 PM): talk to me damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
thefallofdani x (1:12:33 PM): sorry
thefallofdani x (1:12:37 PM): i was changing my shirt
The Arkiatect (1:12:41 PM): thats right
The Arkiatect (1:12:53 PM): ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
The Arkiatect (1:12:56 PM): ooo
The Arkiatect (1:12:58 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:00 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:04 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:08 PM): \o
The Arkiatect (1:13:10 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:12 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:13 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:15 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:16 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:18 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:19 PM): o
The Arkiatect (1:13:20 PM): yes
thefallofdani x (1:13:30 PM): okayyyyyyy...
thefallofdani x (1:14:09 PM): my mom asked me when she came to get me..."how was the party dani? did you have fun? how many people did you dance with?" and i was like.. mom, i danced with tthe whole party
The Arkiatect (1:14:53 PM): lol
The Arkiatect (1:14:56 PM): \
The Arkiatect (1:15:16 PM): i had fun for the after party
thefallofdani x (1:15:23 PM): lol
thefallofdani x (1:15:26 PM): i had fun when i got home
The Arkiatect (1:15:56 PM): umm what did you do when you got home
The Arkiatect (1:16:09 PM): :-P
thefallofdani x (1:16:53 PM): i whipped out my jack daniels and i DRANK AND DRANK AND DRANK until i could barely walk
thefallofdani x (1:17:04 PM): and then i got the courage to tell chris that i liked him over myspace
The Arkiatect (1:17:26 PM): did you play with yourself
The Arkiatect (1:17:30 PM): i did
The Arkiatect (1:17:33 PM): yay
The Arkiatect (1:17:36 PM): lol
thefallofdani x (1:18:00 PM): why did you play with yourself? there were a couple of girls at the party looking at you like they would have done it for you instead
The Arkiatect (1:18:46 PM): lol
The Arkiatect (1:19:16 PM): i was just playing i didnt have the energy
The Arkiatect (1:19:51 PM): but i didnt notice the girls checking me out
The Arkiatect (1:19:57 PM): who was it
thefallofdani x (1:20:13 PM): adri and barbi, and a couple of those lil chongas that showed up later
The Arkiatect (1:21:33 PM): umm well one of the chongas was my friends and were just good friends
thefallofdani x (1:22:05 PM): just cos your friends doesnt mean you cant play
thefallofdani x (1:22:07 PM): lol
The Arkiatect (1:22:20 PM): i was laying on her for a while and she was screching my back and head at the same time and it felt so goodddddddddd
The Arkiatect (1:22:34 PM): sicko
The Arkiatect (1:23:33 PM): well kool
thefallofdani x (1:23:52 PM): lol
thefallofdani x (1:24:16 PM): i have a big ass bruise on my back and on my boob, crystal bit me and pinched me
The Arkiatect (1:26:55 PM): wtf
The Arkiatect (1:27:05 PM): she bit your tit
thefallofdani x (1:27:18 PM): she bit the back of my neck
thefallofdani x (1:27:22 PM): she pinched my tit.
The Arkiatect (1:27:40 PM): nice i slaped it
thefallofdani x (1:28:14 PM): yeah, and someone was grabbing it while we were dancing but i dun remember who
The Arkiatect (1:28:31 PM): ?
The Arkiatect (1:28:33 PM): ok
The Arkiatect (1:28:38 PM): nice
The Arkiatect (1:29:21 PM): pony
thefallofdani x (1:29:28 PM): no t particularly no.
The Arkiatect (1:30:45 PM): not perticuly what
thefallofdani x (1:47:16 PM): i am SO bored
The Arkiatect (1:47:55 PM): well answer my question
thefallofdani x (1:48:17 PM): not particularly nice
thefallofdani x (1:48:20 PM): lol
The Arkiatect (1:49:04 PM): i knew that i was just testing you
thefallofdani x (1:49:27 PM): mhmmm
The Arkiatect (1:50:15 PM): ummm talk dude
thefallofdani x (1:50:42 PM): what do you want me to talk about
The Arkiatect (1:51:22 PM): umm how bad you want screamer to be your boy friend
thefallofdani x (1:51:49 PM): pffft! is that going to be a constant topic from now on?
The Arkiatect (1:52:20 PM): yes
thefallofdani x (1:52:59 PM): why?
The Arkiatect (1:53:53 PM): because im so happy for you and chris
thefallofdani x (1:54:02 PM): really now..
The Arkiatect (1:54:22 PM): no ever scince last night
thefallofdani x (1:55:06 PM): lol
thefallofdani x (1:55:10 PM): i really like him >.,
The Arkiatect (1:55:19 PM): awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
thefallofdani x (1:55:59 PM): gah.. i dunno what to doo
The Arkiatect (1:56:13 PM): umm ask him out
thefallofdani x (1:56:22 PM): why?
The Arkiatect (1:56:58 PM): you like him he likes you dont hold back the feelings its bad for you
thefallofdani x (1:57:30 PM): buts its strange, ive known him and been close to him, and im still not sure if he actually likes me..
The Arkiatect (1:57:55 PM): he does
The Arkiatect (1:58:01 PM): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
The Arkiatect (1:58:09 PM): listen to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thefallofdani x (1:59:00 PM): DARIO you now i have bad luck in relationships, im only good at giving advice, not taking it!
The Arkiatect (2:01:16 PM): do it
thefallofdani x (2:02:27 PM): i cant
thefallofdani x (2:02:32 PM): i gotta go for a bit to clean my room
thefallofdani x (2:02:35 PM): byez!!
The Arkiatect (2:02:53 PM): ok
“The Arkiatect” has stopped using the computer at 2:17:46 PM, and is now considered idle.

when_dani_falls @ 2006-01-16T09:27:00

2006-01-16T14:28:57Z

i & h e a r t s; a stalker

yes i know that the heart thing is supposed to be all unspaced, but i like it better with the spaceddsss. ;]

when_dani_falls @ 2005-11-15T18:12:00

2005-11-15T23:21:00Z

IM GOING OUT WITH WILL AGAIN!.. AGAIN!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

K thats all i really had to say but since im here i might as well update. HI. im in a very lovely mood today even though im real sick. I have been coughing and peuking all day long. Mr.Ware (bio teacher) Has gone insane. I repeat, Mr. John Ware, has gone insane.30 days and counting til zack and will are here im way excited. I cant believe they are coming to see me! Zack has always been scared of heights but you know, hes taking a chance and flying all the way to miami from california just to be here with me for my birthday, and christmas, and wills birthday. I got them some pretty cool presents too. I hope they like them. ahhh!! i cant wait!! ow ow ow.. stomach.. pain.. ow.. anywhoo. Kim is doing much better, she and zack are completely smitten with eachother. Thats good too, because otherwise, zack would be bored out of his mind... me and will'll most likely be making lovey dovey eyes at eachother the entire time theyre here. Man oh man, this is going to be great. In other news, Joey will be going to pennsylvania almost all of january and february to live with his girlfriend for a bit until they move back down here and get a place of their own. I think they might be getting married. which is a great great thing. My old english teacher Ms. maya, is having her baby, shes naming him Steven Tyler.. go figure. so now we have this new english teacher, His name is Mr.Martinez, although he is pretty effing awesome, he looks like a mix of michael jackson and professor snape.. interesting.

i think i might be done with this entry. i feel like laying down now..

♥

my teen angst has a body count.

when_dani_falls @ 2005-11-09T19:27:00

2005-11-10T00:28:32Z

hey kids, ZACK AND WILL ARE COMING TO TOWNNNNNNN!!!

YESSSSSSS
myboysmyboysmyboys

AYEEEEE OWWWWWHHH

YAY

♥dani

when_dani_falls @ 2005-11-03T15:04:00

2005-11-03T20:07:05Z

the cable modem fell upon my mothers head early this morning and she has been in the hospital. she is coming home with 5 stitches in her head.im supposed to meet kim after school but my mother made me take a private bus as to which i must go. sooo i didnt get to go to the middle school. tomorrow im spending a weekend with kimmy at her uncle barrys house, im hoping that my mom says yes to that by the way. cos shannon and i are going to see a movie on sunday at the falls with kim and adam. yayayayay.
♥
she wears her heart on her sleeve
dani

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-27T15:06:00

2005-10-27T19:07:54Z

the hurricane has destroyed the power in my neighborhood. it is intense. everything is all blankity blankity blank and im going insane, i can barely charge my phone, everyone is all psycho. its insane!!!

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-14T22:28:00

2005-10-15T02:27:28Z

i just watched some kind of wonderful. its pretty chill movie, reminds me of my friend mike. eh.. wow.

♥

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-13T20:01:00

2005-10-13T23:56:58Z

am i scene yet x: BRIAN
am i scene yet x: IM IN LOVE
am i scene yet x: jsgjkss
maddcat666: who?
am i scene yet x: im in loveeeeee
am i scene yet x: :)
am i scene yet x wants to directly connect.
maddcat666 is not accepting Direct IM connections.
maddcat666 wants to directly connect.
maddcat666 is now directly connected.
am i scene yet x:
maddcat666: wow
maddcat666: he looks gay
am i scene yet x: i liked you this week, but you were all over lisa so i was like fuck it. lol
am i scene yet x: HES NOT
am i scene yet x:
maddcat666: and im not all over lisa>.<

am i scene yet x: you were
am i scene yet x: so i was like screw that
am i scene yet x: i dont want him
am i scene yet x: cos that talk we were havin bout relationships and stuff, made me see a different side toyou
am i scene yet x: but now i realize. your just in it with girls for the sex.
am i scene yet x: -shrug-
maddcat666: ....
maddcat666: youve come to that conclusion?
am i scene yet x: from what i see.
am i scene yet x: yes sir.
am i scene yet x: hence the me being glad were only friends
maddcat666: please dont think that -_-
maddcat666: and i didnt fuck lisa
am i scene yet x: you did once.
maddcat666: once
maddcat666: i wasnt planing on doing it again though
maddcat666: shes to young
am i scene yet x: mhmm
am i scene yet x: wyh do you care about my opinion?
am i scene yet x: YO
am i scene yet x: why do you care?
maddcat666: if i like you as i person i dont want yo to think badly of me
maddcat666: thats the only reason im trying to defend myself
am i scene yet x: i didnt think you cared
maddcat666: + you know me better than that anyway
am i scene yet x: about what i thought about you
maddcat666: i do
maddcat666: i care what everyone thinks about me
maddcat666: and thats my horrible curse
am i scene yet x: brian, look, i love you. k/
am i scene yet x: your like one of my best friends
am i scene yet x: i just think you whore yourself around alot.
maddcat666: you would think that wouldnt you..
maddcat666: i havent had contact with any other girls since the summer
am i scene yet x: its just how i see it brian.
am i scene yet x: me love you like fat kid love cake
Translate your conversations to Engrish. www.tizzletalk.com.
maddcat666: heh
am i scene yet x: aind me liked you evel since dat buwshit wif awex, me caled about you. aind me think me show you dat me did, but you went aftel smaw one, so dat just show me
maddcat666: yeah..
am i scene yet x: did you even understand that?
am i scene yet x: lol
am i scene yet x: i barely understood it. and i wrote it
maddcat666: but you still dont know my reasons for going after these girls
am i scene yet x: because you are scared
am i scene yet x: yesterday i felt really bad.
am i scene yet x: because i looked at you and all i wanted to do was hug you, and make you unscared and stuff..
am i scene yet x: but i couldnt.
am i scene yet x: and it was just weird
maddcat666: what do you think im scared of?
am i scene yet x: being hurt.
am i scene yet x: you get too close
am i scene yet x: and then they break your heart.
am i scene yet x: your scared of getting in too deep
am i scene yet x: you know why i think that?
am i scene yet x: because thats exactly what im afraid of.
maddcat666: brb 1 sec
am i scene yet x: im gonna go.
am i scene yet x: happy birthday brian.
am i scene yet x: <3
maddcat666: ^_^
maddcat666: thankies
maddcat666: i luvs ya
maddcat666: byeee
maddcat666 direct connection is closed.
am i scene yet x: nvm
maddcat666: g2g
maddcat666: ^_^
maddcat666: peace
am i scene yet x: byez
maddcat666 signed off at 8:00:17 PM.

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-13T19:02:00

2005-10-13T22:59:37Z

its a couple of weeks left til halloween. MICHAEL IS APPLYING TO UM! JHGJWHJKGRKGSJGJRGNS sorry. ilove him.

♥

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-12T20:27:00

2005-10-13T00:27:51Z

yo, im at leesuhs house, listening to the most pimp band in the world! BSB! yeah and what. backstreet boys rock my socks.. like omgggzzzzz.. im going to orgasm from all the amazing words coming out of their mouths!!

♥

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-12T08:42:00

2005-10-12T12:40:17Z

im staying home today. there are psats at school and i dont need to take it. so im staying home and cleaning my room. but im going to do it in a little bit. Im listening to the used. im stuck on this one song. "All that i've got." ill be just fine pretending im not. im far from lonely and its all that ive got. I love my mommy, no one can love a mommy as much as i love mine. it is impossible. there is no way as to how anyone can compare to her.

she is my

hero

♥♥
dani

i'll be just fine.

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-11T19:10:00

2005-10-11T23:10:35Z

Love equals heart
love equals fate,
Love equals life
love equals hate.

Simple addition
brings love to hold straight,
Simple sub-traction
brings love to great hate.

Eye's can be deadley
yet love can't relate,
For trapped in his body,
my words can't escape.

Feelings un-said
remain feelings on slate,
How do I show
my love for him is great?

i wish i could tell him i love him

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-11T18:03:00

2005-10-11T22:02:30Z

&

we're young
and desperate♥

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-11T17:32:00

2005-10-11T21:37:08Z

things in my life are so crazy. im so caught in between. i dont even know whats right or whats wrong anymore.i see the life of my frends and i sit here thinking, i shouldnt be so depressed, look whats happening to them, yet here i sit almost every night crying, wishing that my life were better. wishing that i could be happy and that i could fix myself, and my friends, and make everything better. but i know that cant happen, and i know that no matter how hard i try, i will always end up right where i started, and that ill never really be good enough for anyone. not even myself.

sometimes i sit here and i think
death is the only option.

♥♥♥
Danielle j.

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-10T21:32:00

2005-10-11T01:38:13Z

sup my homies, i wrote my essay for cuesta, hoping brian actually did print it and bring it to me. im starting to like my friend michael, alot. Hes just really always there for me. I care about him alot. I hope i see him soon too. <33333 ♥
ilovehimlikewoah

♥dani

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-10T19:20:00

2005-10-10T23:21:58Z

tia says my step dad is controlling.

hah.
lalala im so bored. lalala. i love you lalala

i went to bed, at like 5 30 in the morninggggg and then i woke up at nooooon and then i hung out.
with lisa and tia and leighton and kim.

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-10T04:26:00

2005-10-10T08:25:15Z

Tia and i are the only people awake right now. lalalalala. "you look cranky," says sista tia. im not cranky. im not even tired. -yawn-

k maybe im a lil tired..

k a lot tired..

k a lot lot tired

♥goodnight. or morning or whatevah!

dani

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-08T14:34:00

2005-10-08T18:39:42Z

i am in such a bad mood. i dont even effing know why. sometimes im just in such a sour mood, everyone is getting on my last nerve. and worst of all. i think i am being disliked by angel.

oh! i am also talking to cory again.

bitches love me...

♥♥♥
Dani

when_dani_falls @ 2005-10-08T13:13:00

2005-10-08T17:18:25Z

once upon a midnight dreary, i woke with something in my head...

lala BORED

hmm. i wonder what i am going to do today, its an extremely strange evening, i saw angel last night. it was cool, i guess. he doesnt seem to o in to me though. so im just all.. whatever. anyways, im just chilling, and i am with lisa, adam, alex, and KIM.

1,2
1,2,3,4 noise noise noise,
smoking weed smoking weed,
doing coke, drinking beers,
drinking beers, beers, beers,
rollin' fatties, smoking blunts,
who smokes the blunts?
we smoke some blunts,
rolling blunts and smoking,
yo lemme get a nickle bag,
15 bucks, lil man,
put that shit, in my hand.
if that money doesnt show,
than you owe me owe me owe.

MY JUNGLE LOOOOOOVE

oh ee oh ee oh,
i think i wanna know ya, know ya
YEAH WHATTTT

♥♥♥
Dani

when_dani_falls @ 2005-09-25T18:15:00

2005-09-25T22:14:46Z

CHRASSSS TOLD ME TO MAKE A UPDATE SO I DID YEAHHHHHHH.

love ya chrasssss.

when_dani_falls @ 2005-09-19T18:16:00

2005-09-19T22:22:25Z

im listening to listen to your heart by dht, im just chillin here with lisa and tia, and my stepdad is a jerk.

when_dani_falls @ 2005-09-18T03:26:00

2005-09-18T07:27:55Z

i finally talked to chris again, after a couple of years of missing all of my everglades homies, i found them all again, finally. Chris.. is amazing, i havent met anyone more different than him, no one more.. complex yet simple at the same time.. it just made me say.. "wow."

♥
dani

when_dani_falls @ 2005-09-01T20:49:00

2005-09-02T00:52:23Z

OneSTARRromance [8:18 PM]: hey alex.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:18 PM]: hey danielle
OneSTARRromance [8:19 PM]: whats up
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:19 PM]: um... nothing
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:19 PM]: i was locked out of my house for 3 hours
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:19 PM]: i juts got in
OneSTARRromance [8:19 PM]: heh, sucks.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:19 PM]: yeah
OneSTARRromance [8:19 PM]: hows life?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:19 PM]: its pretty
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:19 PM]: good
OneSTARRromance [8:19 PM]: i was like.. its pretty?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:19 PM]: hahahaaaa
OneSTARRromance [8:19 PM]: i want a pretty life!
OneSTARRromance [8:19 PM]: :)
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:20 PM]: so hows coco?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:20 PM]: hinestly
OneSTARRromance [8:20 PM]: shes alright
OneSTARRromance [8:20 PM]: havent you talked to her?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:21 PM]: not really
OneSTARRromance [8:21 PM]: damn, why not?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:21 PM]: like we do. but, like i havent REALLLLy tlaked to get since the scott thibng
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:21 PM]: i wnated to know fi she felt better?
OneSTARRromance [8:21 PM]: they are apparently doing fine
OneSTARRromance [8:21 PM]: shes gonna see him tomorrow
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:21 PM]: thats goood
OneSTARRromance [8:21 PM]: mmhm!
OneSTARRromance [8:22 PM]: and tomorrow im going to lisas!
OneSTARRromance [8:22 PM]: :)
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:22 PM]: heh
OneSTARRromance [8:22 PM]: ..you can come if you like.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:22 PM]: im going to sunset
OneSTARRromance [8:22 PM]: mm cool.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:23 PM]: yeah
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:23 PM]: do you know jacks new cell phone number?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:25 PM]: .......?
OneSTARRromance [8:27 PM]: no i dont
OneSTARRromance [8:27 PM]: i think rachel has it
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:27 PM]: i know hse has jameses number
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:28 PM]: but i dont think she has jacks
OneSTARRromance [8:28 PM]: maybe james has jacks
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:28 PM]: yeah
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:28 PM]: haha
OneSTARRromance [8:31 PM]: heh
OneSTARRromance [8:31 PM]: i mish jack
OneSTARRromance [8:31 PM]: -heart-
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:31 PM]: me too
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:31 PM]: alot...
OneSTARRromance [8:31 PM]: and i miss chilling with you, its boring and lonely.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:32 PM]: well. dnai i given you maney of chnaces and you blew them all
OneSTARRromance [8:33 PM]: yeah yeah, i know.
OneSTARRromance [8:33 PM]: i just said i missed chilling with you was all.
OneSTARRromance [8:33 PM]: and i dont see how i was trying to "steal your friends" like i honestly dont get it
OneSTARRromance [8:34 PM]: but whatever, thats your choice man
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:34 PM]: yeah. and its alot better this way
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:34 PM]: but i dont have wnat to talk about why we stoped being ffeiends
OneSTARRromance [8:35 PM]: alright.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:35 PM]: ok dani
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:35 PM]: lets make a deal
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:35 PM]: ok?
OneSTARRromance [8:35 PM]: depends on what kind of deal it is
OneSTARRromance [8:35 PM]: heh.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:36 PM]: you dont dicuse anything negative about me with any one( coco) or anything i said about any one out of anger and sadness( coco) and i wont even say our name every again to anyone
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:36 PM]: in a negative way
OneSTARRromance [8:36 PM]: thats agreeable.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:36 PM]: ok
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:36 PM]: becuase i said alot of things about coco. that isad juts out of anger. and none of it i ment
OneSTARRromance [8:36 PM]: i know.
OneSTARRromance [8:37 PM]: so does she
OneSTARRromance [8:37 PM]: she knows you didnt mean it
OneSTARRromance [8:37 PM]: dude, you arent a bad person, you just dont control what you say, and sometimes, most times, its hurtful.
OneSTARRromance [8:37 PM]: but ive gotten over it.
OneSTARRromance [8:37 PM]: Hell, even val and i are cool, we chill during lunch
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:37 PM]: dude. can i be honest with you
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:37 PM]: i havent been honest with anyone
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:38 PM]: but i need to tell someone
OneSTARRromance [8:38 PM]: Alright.
OneSTARRromance [8:38 PM]: Tell.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:38 PM]: im horrible
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:38 PM]: ive never been worst
OneSTARRromance [8:38 PM]: whats wrong kiddo?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:38 PM]: everything
OneSTARRromance [8:38 PM]: :'(
OneSTARRromance [8:38 PM]: how bad is it alex?
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:39 PM]: its like a pattern i go tho every year.summer = happier then ive ever been . then the school year begains and i juts sink in to a huge depresstion
OneSTARRromance [8:40 PM]: dude, you just gotta cheer up man, dont let stupid things bring you down, i learned that this year. yeah things may suck, but we have to make the best of it.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:40 PM]: like i always feel like juts brekaing down and juts screaming and going crazy. even when im juts sitting there listening to people talk. ill get a sudden rage just to like exploade.
OneSTARRromance [8:40 PM]: i totally know how you feel.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:40 PM]: yeah.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:40 PM]: i knwo you do
OneSTARRromance [8:40 PM]: towards the end of summer, everything that could go wrong, did.
OneSTARRromance [8:41 PM]: and i lost most of my friends, my family hated me, and everything was disgustingly horrible.
OneSTARRromance [8:43 PM]: i was lying to everyone. i just wanted everyone to think i was a normal person, perfectly happy, hyperactive, but i was dying inside. the friends i needed the most, i pusheed away. and i got sick of it, so i started over. now things are getting better, people i used to hate, i now care abooout extremely. my old enemies are a few of my closest friends, i just started over, quit lying, quit cheating, quit stealing. and im getting better at the whole drama bullshit. i havent been dramatic in a month, and
OneSTARRromance [8:43 PM]: im proud of myself.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:44 PM]: thats good
OneSTARRromance [8:44 PM]: Yeah, it is.
OneSTARRromance [8:44 PM]: And im going to put the bad parts of this summer behind me, and remember all the hella awesome things we did.
OneSTARRromance [8:44 PM]: and, im going to attempt at being friends with you and making it up to you for all that shit i put us both through
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:45 PM]: i think about it
OneSTARRromance [8:46 PM]: do whatever you want alex, i cant control wheher or not you hate me. but i just wanna help you out.
OneSTARRromance [8:46 PM]: kinda like you gave me that reality check
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:46 PM]: heh
OneSTARRromance [8:46 PM]: but nicer.
OneSTARRromance [8:46 PM]: :)
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:46 PM]: hahaaaaaaa
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:46 PM]: and i dont HATE you
OneSTARRromance [8:46 PM]: just dislike me horribly
OneSTARRromance [8:46 PM]: :)
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:47 PM]: dude. if i disliked you HORRILBLY. then i would be nice to you
OneSTARRromance [8:47 PM]: wouldnt*
OneSTARRromance [8:47 PM]: heh. sorry.
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:47 PM]: and i would have homillitated you in front of l.c today
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:47 PM]: but i didnt
OneSTARRromance [8:47 PM]: true
OneSTARRromance [8:47 PM]: i remember i was so scared of you like a month ago
OneSTARRromance [8:48 PM]: it was horrible
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:48 PM]: due
kisSsedbyAstaRRR [8:48 PM]: help me think od scince fair problem statement
OneSTARRromance [8:48 PM]: hah.
OneSTARRromance [8:48 PM]: oka
OneSTARRromance [8:48 PM]: y
OneSTARRromance [8:48 PM]: okay*
OneSTARRromance [8:48 PM]: dammit
OneSTARRromance [8:49 PM]: does music affect the health and growth of lab mice?